Back in the winter I had decided that I was going to close this blog because I felt I needed a fresh start with blogging. Like me, this blog has been through a lot and I felt like maybe it was time to leave it behind. So I started a new blog and wrote about 3 posts on it and abandoned blogging all together. Maybe it was because I was afraid of what I would write (more on that later) or I was scared of what people would think about what I wrote. Either way I stopped writing...which was not good. Writing has always been therapy for me. I have always been able to write the good and bad feelings, getting them out on paper (or screen) helped me feel like I got past them. So when I stopped writing it meant that everything was in my head....oh boy not a good idea. Moods have been up and down, anxiety has been raised and even the feeling of some added depression.
The past few weeks have not been any better...in fact feeling even more down and in a "funk" then ever before. I had an extremely strong urge to go to church this weekend...that also had gone by the wayside (another post on that). So here I sit after an extremely power worship service and fantastic sermon. What hit me those most as I was driving home was the urge to write and blog...but not on the new...on this one. This is my life...through the past three years I have come hear to laugh, cry, vent and sometimes just be downright silly. So why would I just let that go?!?! This blog is a part of my history...and while I can go ahead and be done with some of the memories that doesn't mean they will go away.
So hang on kids...I have a lot to say and share.....ready?!?!
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